Cry

Cry by Rihanna

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cus I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me ta say goodbye
Relationships don’t get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it didnt mean a thing

My mind is gone
I’m spinnin' round
And deep inside
My tears ill drown
I’m losing grip
What’s happenin
I stray from love
This is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I’m in this condition
And I got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You’ll never see me cry

How did I get here with you
I’ll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
To stay away from lovin you
I’m broken-hearted
I can’t let you know
And I Won’t Let It Show
You won’t see me cry

Lost again

I've lost another one.

Too late again,

Guess I didn't try hard enough,

Cos' the past pulls me down again,

Never told you how I feel,

Will never tell u anyways,

It's just me,

My heart's stone cold now,

Another one gone,

Again.

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I just want to eat

Today you left. And all I want to do is to eat.

Breakfast
2 glasses of milk
1 "tao sa" bun
1 slice of bread with super thick coat of nutella

Lunch
Dumpling soup (6 pork dumplings with chestnuts)
1 chinese rojak (upsize to$3, usual $2)

Tea
Another "tao sa" bun
8 cubes of Rittersport white chocolate with macadamia nuts
2 LARGE packets of Twisties (cheese and chicken)
1/4 slice of my sister's left over birthday cake (Swensen's mango ice cream cake )

Dinner
It's currently 4pm and I'm wondering if I should have KFC or Macs or Canadian two-for-one.

All I want to do is eat my heart out.

Update: I had another 2 "tao sa" buns and 10 Famous Amous chocolate chip cookies, plus, 2 slices of white bread with extra butter and jam , AND I ate all 16 cubes of Rittersport white chocolate!)

Same old

Dearest Friend,


I wish to let go of my past but it keeps haunting me. I wanted to cry when you held my hand yesterday. Although it has been so long, I still feel for you because you are my first love. I know this feeling is only temporary so I look forward to Sunday. Because it is when you will leave, when you are no longer around, when you can no longer touch my face or hold my hand, that my heart will turn numb again, as it has been.

Same old

The tobacco flavour that lingers on your lips,

Still taste the same.

Those familiar rough pair of hands,

The naughty fingers that used to tinkle me,

Til I laughed uncontrollably.

Are still as cheeky.

I never want this to end.

I can still feel the warmth of your embrace

Feels just like yesterday.

Just being here with you,

My heart's burning

But my lips remain silent

It's something I never want to tell you

You will always be the one

Inside my heart

You will always be my first love.

Time and Tide may come

You will always have a place in my life.

This my heart reminiscences,

But you will never know

Because I will never tell.

But you will always be the one.

A walk down memory lane

Seven years have passed,
Since we last bid goodbye.
Several days gone by,
Without a word from you.
A walk down memory lane,
That triggers familiar feelings
Why my heart still longs for you,
Despite all the tears shed,
I cannot fathom.
The same old face,
The usual white lies,
The broken trust,
That dissolved my faith.
Once again,
My heart’s a wreck
Except now,
There is no wreck.
Just shadows of a wistful past.